I didn't start this blog with the intent of making a chronicle of what my daughter is up to all the time. It has more or less been that, partially because a huge part of what I do and think about necessarily has her at the center these days, and partially because writing this blog has served a practical function, and I don't have to recount what's new in Fiona's life as often when I see people - they just say, "I've been reading your blog," and we can skip all that. So that's good. But I'm still kind of missing the point of starting to write in this space, giving myself a voice without parameters.
Looking back at the posts I've done, it seems like I don't know what sort of voice I want to use here. Sometimes I'm writing in hopes of sharing some profound wisdom or emotional thing. Sometimes it's been from the "Man's Guide to Baby Raisin'" with all the blunt description that goes along with it, and every now and then I seemed to delve into the spiritual, or realize I was going to talk about my experience and not the baby all the time, so I mentioned music or teaching.
In a way, that jumble sort of makes sense, though, because I am all of those things. Those voices, though disparate, are all authentic and make up how I view the world. The good thing about a blog is that you don't need to use a consistent writing style. Hell, you don't even have to spell things righte or talk good. It's something I like and hate about the medium, and the fact that I'm exercising such flexibility in writing is probably going to limit me from ever having much of a following, should I ever start seeking that out. Though apparently, you can stay at home and make some good money with a well-trafficked blog....
This space has also taken a back seat lately, because it doesn't have due dates, degrees, or loan payments included in the keystrokes. I'm in the final weeks of writing my master's thesis, and until that's over, it really takes precedence over, well, a lot of things. So I'll be back after Dec. 10 in more regular fashion, most likely.
In unrelated news, if you're a Richmonder and like beer, Hardywood Park Brewery has a gingerbread stout for the holiday season that tastes like Christmas - Beer Advocate magazine gave it 100/100. Go get some.